drymr

running out of time

Prelims ended today with the low note of Physics. It was a horrid paper. :(

Well,since it is the last exams before the big oh, today i will spend playing my guitar.

I remember being so definite in believing that i have truly run out options,and really am going to fail at everything last Saturday, then htere was the lesons at yamaha which really reminded me what i was thankful for. I have all the support of my family (somewhat) to do what i want do,and do it best. Why should i ruin that chance before i even attempt anything eh. but today, i wanna devote it to my guitar, which has been largely neglected in my studies. i need to reconnect with it, because it’s one of the things in my life which i actually think might be a talent of mine, no matter what some people might say. Ill say ill go for it.

Watch out for tweets, cos’ i don’t really have any need for myself to blog anymore.

I have my dreams, i have myself.

It's everything that i never do

If we’re so determined to help ourselves, why don’t we start by helping those that we love. It is something we should do right? Why continue fucking around with each other! Do something! Anything!

And then,help yourself.

For me,helping myself would be akin to finding reason to live.

yes,it’s that bad. I have to amplify simple tasks to mad proportions just so that the air around me now don’t see so bad.

Wish i was stranded in a Costa Rican jungle(w/o Janice Dickinson)

wake of sandy relations as i choose water over lover

Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe Im too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight youre on my mind so you never know

When Im broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, child you know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away, when he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage hes done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no-one

So Ill wait for you… and Ill burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn

Oh lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come

Its never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
Its never over, all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her
Its never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
Its never over, shes the tear that hangs inside my soul forever

Well maybe Im just too young
To keep good love from going wrong

Oh… lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

Well I feel too young to hold on
And Im much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage Ive done
Sweet lover, you shouldve come over
Oh, love well Im waiting for you

Lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

you have got to find out,for yourself if you're really trying

Everyone should want to think,to question each of their own purposes in life. Why shouldn’t we, otherwise ain’t it all just pointless to breeze through everything. If you had it all figured out,then you’d never get out of bed.

What am i doing then? Nothing. Been a blunted one that wakes up every morning to no clarity of mind, just a simple mind containing jumbled trains of thoughts with a splash of nervousness. Yup,that sums up the month of June 2009. Well,today is the last day of the holidays. I want to get everything right this semester. I can see it in my future, if i keep feeling like a failure, then everyone will know me as one. So,i’m not going to be one anymore. I wouldn’t want to think back,and start regretting wishing i had done this,said that,thought that,caused that.

I want simple honesty towards life, and maybe on the way i will get less confused. The earth is spinning too fast for me right now. Not too say, it won’t be too long till it’ll feel like its too slow.

Anyway, I’m going to shower now, and work on finishing assignments before leaving for tuition. Loooong day.

Staring at the pools of blue outside my window

Wondering how love has inspired it

Instead of how It has influenced hate

the wave runner

Funniest thing all day. Even references a previous C&H.

Went cycling today. It can be the most uplifting thing. Or you could observe that people are never there when you manage to cycle for 15 straight minutes singing “i can ride my bike with no handlebars” while actually doing it.

Hi-5!

clashing class

I dont know what to type. heee-heee.